After years of trying to get pregnant on our own, fertility treatments, and adoption paperwork my dream of having children is about to come true.  In just a few weeks I’m going to be traveling internationally to bring home my sons.  Both boys are infants (almost toddlers) and I am scared out of my mind!  I’ve never done this Mom stuff before and it is so very overwhelming.  You go over and practice on your friend’s children, or perhaps you babysit, but it just isn’t the same thing of being a 24/7/365 mom.  I’m so very happy but at the same time so very anxious.  I can’t wait until my husband and I get to go and pick these boys up and bring them home.  Then the fun will begin!